10/14/2009 01:55:00 PM, Wednesday, October 14, 2009
4/06/2009 08:07:00 PM, Monday, April 6, 2009
第一千零昼夜 - 游鸿明
what will the world be if there is only male?
no more getting hurt from girls.
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never once expected everything to be in this way.
you left with another guy.
and what about me?
maybe its only my side of view.
i know nothing is fair.
it will only be fair if the world turns into square.
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i am not perfect.
no ones is perfect.
but by doing thing wanting to change everything.
will it be perfect?
knowing that its the end.
but i still prefer living in my dream.
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many wrongdoing i have done.
many time i have tried to correct it.
but why can't just for the last time?
i can't ask for your chances.
but i am just trying to earn it.
this "chance" seems to be disappearing as it drag longer.
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promises?
mend to be broken?
the words you said,
i carry so much of hope.
hoping for that hope to come true.
waiting everyday.
you said you won't get in love with other guy,
you said you need time,
you said you still love me.
i hold it so high.
but you broke my heart.
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you said loving one person,
doesn't mean there is a need to be together,
other party is happy,
you will be happy.
i replied.
loving someone is painful,
being love is a bless.
seeing you happy,
i am happy.
but its only the face showing i am happy.
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you regret being with me in the first place.
9 month of regret.
but to me i had never regretted at all.
you taught me what is love.
you taught me how to care.
you taught me how to pamper.
you taught me how to treasure.
many things i have learn.
i wanted to lay them on you.
but you wasn't there
am i really so annoying to you?
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when is the last time we met?
how many time you said you will meet me?
even for my last day you don't want see me?
do you know,
its so painful?
i really miss you alot.
you got the time for your friend.
but how about me?
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age-gap really matters in a relationship?
i don't understand.
and i don't think it is.
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change?
i change and you see nothing?
i want to be you with so i changed.
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this 9 month you are not secure being with me?
its because you had never once trusted me.
i told you that i want to build everything again.
firstly we must be frank and honest.
so that we can build up the trust.
if i am not serious this time.
why am i still doing for 3 months.
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how i wished i could that it so easily.
like how with my ex-girlfriend.
but you are so important to me compare to them.
when you need help i am always there.
but when i need you,
where were you?
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i know all of the above i have wrote.
its just rubbish to you.
but its all from my heart.
i can't bear to see you gone.
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i had never once wanted to leave you.
as i have promised you.
do you think that this promise is mend to be broken too?
i'm sorry i can't.
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i just don't understand,
you can't we talk things out.
rather than becoming this situation.
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i love you too much.
i can't hold on any longer.
you took my soul with you.
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3/30/2009 04:19:00 PM, Monday, March 30, 2009
When things seeems to be so wrong, & everything is doing down , just not your way .-whose the first person that comes into your thought, YOU
What went throught your mind when you felt there's no point in living?
-YOU
When you're at the lowest point of time in life.
-YOU
Many times you've asked yourself , what the reason behind all your smiles.
-Seeing you happy
How many times , you thought that girl/guy were the one you loved?
-uncountable?
How many heartbreaks you went through?
-Many
Whose the one that you think right now?
-YOU
What did you do , when you've got blame for nothing and am being mistaken?
-Kept quiet, as not to make the matter worsen.
While reading this. Whose the person you're thinking of right now
-Zolyn
3/21/2009 08:15:00 PM, Saturday, March 21, 2009
If You're Not The One lyricsIf you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
nice song.
i miss you alot.
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am.
3/19/2009 10:43:00 PM, Thursday, March 19, 2009
really sad.i make you touch but its just a scratch i have done, spoiled all my hardwork and effort.
i don't think i did anything wrong.
after all what i have done means so little to you?
11month being together.
just a word, break and everything is gone.
But why?
Why can't we just talk things out nicely?
and be committed to the r/s.
why must we go the opposite way?
you worry for me its because you care.
you told me you don't love me, i don't believe.
all i can do and say i had already done.
i really don't know what else i can do already.
i miss those moment we had together.
I LOVE YOU!
